Shahrul & Bunbun!Saturday.
I woke up at around 4pm? Yarh... Still no signs of him. I was like very near to giving up. It was so painful to see his name not appearing on the screen. Where are you? And yarh at last, he was online. And as usual, i was the one who pm him first. Was that supposed to be? Was that the way? I dont need any explaination but at least an apology. Apology by sending a messege? How sincere could that be?!! I was expecting a call from him to have an apology to me. Yes! I do hav ehigh expectations on people i love! He ought to know me better right? He should. I dont even know what to do. I was serious online yet he was lauhing all way. I cried again. Yes, this few days and nights, i'm rich with tears. How to make him serious?!! Haish... Thanx Aza for being there for me. Thanx for accompanying me to Esplanade too... :)
Yes, when i was reaching to esplanade, my heart was pumping so fast. I was afraid if he is not going to talk to me or even look at me! As what he had done before. What did i do wrong? I have no idea myself.
And at last, there you are.. I wanted to look up to your face but just that my nerves dont allow me to. It was funny though.. I was smiling looking at him. Almost two months we didnt meet each other and at last! Hahakz.. I was laughing out loud in my heart! I got to see him again! I wanted to hug him but i know he wouldnt like it, though if its going to be a friends hug.. Its okay.
To Di, I hope you love that little token of appreciation from me to you. I know that cant even clear all the my sins to you. And that thing will signify the starting of a fresh friendship with you. I dont want you to even remember the past. Please. So now, we are not in twos anymore, We have our new friend, Bunbun. Hehekz... Chayunk awak!
dA'Ruth
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Shahrul & Bunbun!