hanya awak & kiter;

Saturday, October 27, 2007

He's bringing the old times back!

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Saturday, October 27, 2007

Friday, October 26, 2007

I am still SHOCKED!!! Yes, I am!!

Treat that as a gift...

At times, it was kinda weird... Till now...

But, it happens and still happening especially among us...

And yeah, someone is still being unfaithful?! OppPSS...

One is never enough! That is an equivocation...

You do not need to be backed up by someone if you are truthful...

"wah.. not bad...not bad"

The feelings are back again. And it is going to be hard for me..

Sorry Fi if i kept you waiting.. Yarh, sorry to you...

Thanx ekh Shahrul Blonde, my butt hurts...

Today I dont feel good...

Somewhere but not here....

Perhaps i can be the 1% who do it with it...

I hate that! Seriously...

Lastly, ..... seriously you are the best one sia .....

So this will be the debut post which have no tittle nor the things happened are in sequence...

Goodbye...

Shahrul Non-Blonde

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Friday, October 26, 2007

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Appreciation for Birthday Wishers.... :)

Specially for,

Mint'z the pooh

Ayis D'ace

Furbee

Syikin Munchkins :)

idle Pleasure (birthday on a day before mine)

Kiddo

Ajem

Halawati (birthday on the same day!)

Esah

Charger

Anati

Ath

Hariza

Dj Azz

Nadia

Eeka

Anna

Shizari

Fai' (mak ayam)

Mast

Wawan

Shilla!

Syilaa

White Angel

SHAQIF

Nat-Tasha

PULchritude

EZekeILx

Aza

Harddieboi

Kemetot

Abang!!!

Makbu!!

To those who i didnt mention your name here, I'm so sorry... Thank you so much for all your wishes.. :)

To YOU, i realy appreciate that wish from you. Thanx alot.. Though i just need to put away your unsureness of it.. How could you? Haiz... Thanx alot...

Shahrul Muahaimin aka dA'Ruth

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Monday, October 22, 2007

I wish i was there with you.

Keep waiting.. And waiting... And waiting... And waiting... No, his name still does not appear on the screen. I still just cant believe it that he is not the first person to wish me...!!!! AargHHH... I know its stupid of me to force people just like that.. But, I just cant accept the fact!! Please, i dont want to waste anymore tears...

Ayis, you are the first to wish me but u wished me on the 21st and that is Syahril's birthday... Hahakz..

Amin!!! You are the first one! Tears of happiness came out! Hha.. Thanx Amin, you have been such a good besties for me.... And you called my hp just on the dot at 12!

Aishah, so called, you are the second person to wish me this year!! Hehekz...

Furbee, the third person, thanx... Stil waiting for the dinnes to come from you...

Syikin, you are the fourth... Hehekz.. Thanx alot.. And yes, i am 16 now... Sweet 16.. hahakz...

Kiddo, thanx, you still remember ekh... U should get me a present.. lolx..

Anati, dont expect you to messege me here.. Hahakz... Senang2 korg share duit beli kek sudah...

Halawati, who has got the same birthday as mine.. Still remember when we exchange gifts on our birthday... :)

And finally Di, yesh.. Finally... Haish.. I just felt underappreciated.

Thanx to all my folks out there!! Love all of you guys!!! Muakciesz....

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Monday, October 22, 2007

Sunday, October 21, 2007

I cant get over you.

It is 11.37pm now. I still have not recieved any replies from him. It's expected but still i am expecting miracles to happen, ironically, i still remember he said that miracles wont happen. To me, it is possible. Anyhting can be possible.

I know it is not easy to forget the past. But it cant be in your mind for the rest of your live. There is a change in everything. You just cant assume that the history will be repeated again and i will be commiting the same mistakes again. I know you will never believe me again. NEVER! How am i to convince you that i really love you from the bottom of my heart?? And you said, u have forgiven me but you could not forget about it... Haish...

Being your bestie will make me even much more happier?? I dont think so.. You never see it and you shall never feel how i am feeling now and through out.. I've gone through alot of miseries for not being with you.. Yes, only God knows how my feelings are when i keet thinking of you..

Many of the others said that i am so foolish to go for a younger person like you. They said that you are just playing with my heart. However, i dont give an effing care about that.. I know what i am thinking and i know myself.. I know that you are the one for me... You are my only one Di...

So this year, again i will not get what i have wished for my birthday.. Unfortunately.. Haish.. This few hours made my eyes red... Tears keep coming out non stop... And its painful.. Most painful deep inside my heart... Sorry I cant continue.. Till here...

still hoping...

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Sunday, October 21, 2007

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Pictures during 1st Syawal.. Enjoy...

My Sister and I... My Cuzziesz...

Nurul & Shahrul

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Saturday, October 20, 2007

Friday, October 19, 2007

Still remember this photo? I will keep this photo forever, just for you, as you said.

Muackiesz!!!

Yeash!! I missed you alot... And finally got to meet you just now... Thanx! Hehekz... People, you guys wanna know? He almost slipped on the mud at the same time 'melatar'! lolx... Tulah, kacau orang lagi, PENDEK!!! And i will not forget, the next time i will be seeing you... Watch out eh PENDEK!!!! Hahakz....

dA'Ruth

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Friday, October 19, 2007

Ujian? Nasib? Atau Takdir Semata-mata??

Banyak yang berlaku pada tahun ini. Ya, dan semuanya bukanlah perkara yang disenangi atau mudah diterima...

1) Penceraian antara Ibu dan Ayahku
2) Pernikahan Ibu bersama seorang duda
3) Kemalangan jalan raya yang menyebabkan kereta dinaiki Ibu melanggar seorang wanita sehinggakan kakinya putus.
4) Duit habuan untuk artikel-artikel Berita Harian separuhnya tidakku terima
5) Ibu dirompak semasa berada di Johor.
6) Ayahku menghilang walaupun pada bulan Syawal ini.

Aku sendiri tidak tahu mengapa aku dipilih untuk besemuka dengan perkara-perkara sebegini? Kelat rasanya jika hendak ditelan kesemuanya. Tetapi aku memaksa diriku sendiri. Jika aku gagal untuk menerima ujian ini dengan baik, adikku lagi akan berasa tidak terdaya memikul beban dengan umrur yang begitu muda.

Aku redha dengan apa yang teah terjadi lepada hidupku. Kita yang merancang, Allah yang menentukan. Aku berharap, atas segala yang berlaku, ada ikmahnya. Insyallah. Amin.

dA'Ruth

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Friday, October 19, 2007

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

(*Selamat HARI Raya Minal Aidil WALFAIZIN*)

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Setelah Ramadhan yang penuh dengan keberkahan berlalu, tiba pula Syawal yang mulia. Tepat juga dugaanku. Aku tidak berkesempatan untuk diketemukan dengan ayah kandungku. Apakah perasaanku yang sebenar? Aku sendiri kurang pasti akan bisikan hati kecilku. Sedih? Marah? Hampa?

Dimanakah akan ayahku beraya nanti? Bersama siapakah beliau akan beraya? Baju apakah yang akan dikenakan pada pagi Syawal hari itu, sedangkan dahulu baju-baju Hari Raya diuruskan oleh Ibu.

Dapatkah Ayah menjamu ketupat dan rendang? Kuah lodeh yang tidak pernah ketinggalan dimasak oleh Ibu atau Emak(nenekku).

Inilah kali pertama aku tidak bersalam-salaman dn bermaaf-maafan bersama ayahku di Hari Raya... Betapa janggalnya pagi Syawal itu.. Rasanya bagai tidak sempurana sufatnya di pagi Syawal jika tidak bermaafan dengan orang tuaku.

Kini, hidupku dan ayahku berlainan. Kami berdua harus mengikut arah yang toada sempadannya. Jauh.. Adakah benar jika kita tidak akan dapat bersua muka lagi? Adakah Ramadhan itu adalah kali terakhir aku dapat mendengar suaramu? TIDAK! Aku masih belum bersedia untuk menerima hakikat seberat ini. Aku masih kecil lagi. Tidak terdaya untukku melawan arus realiti sekarang.

Dewasa ini, aku hanya harus tabahkan hati. Aku juga kerap terfikir tentang perasaan adikku yang malah lebih rapat dengan ayahku. Dialah yang sangat disayangi dan dimanjai ayah..

Aku hanya berharap agar ayah sedang selamat sekarang. Amin. Memang benar yang abang merindui ayah.

___________________________Shahrul Muhaimin Bin Shahlan Shamsi

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Ali POM!!!!

Hahakz.... Its 6.28 now.. Just came back from 'titanic'... Freshness, just finish bathing... One word, The BEST!!! It was fun larh just now... The theme was Ali Pom!! We played various types of games in one night! Hahakz...

First, we played Ali POM! Gerek la sey! The first round of the game as in before we pause the game, ahakz, I never kena o be the Ali Pom... This is what we call pro... Ruth mah... Now, my feets are hurting. I didnt put on any slippers or shoes.. I was barefooted and yes, Damn Painful... But, i dont care.. The fun came first! Btw, there were only one girl playing, which is Mast but, could only hear women's voices shouting and yelling... Hahakz... And also, there was alot of teamwork going on! Especially Daymie!!! So called The 'Man' larh... Hahakz... && Yarh, the funny thing was, I ran out from the place i hide to kick the bottle coz i heard 'POM' from Mast... Kononya wanted to save someone larh which i was unsure of.. But, hahakz... Mast have not put the bottle yet... And dengan semangatnyer I ran out to kick the bottle!!! Get it?? If you dont, its ok... Hhakz...

Then we played 'Dog n Bone'.. Childish game? Hahakz... Daymie was the 'MAN' again! He is a fast runner. But i will be faster than him if i were to have my shoes put on! Hakz... Second round, BONDAGE won! Hahakz... Go BONDAGE!!!

Next, the Treasure Hunt.... But only played once... Hakim was the one who hide the things... One of his clue was, "You can buy something from it and put money inside before that." If you guys know the ans, tag me please... Hakz...

Then we played, Ice and Water!! Hahakz... bla..bla..bla..bla..bla... (tired to type) .. bla...bla..bla...

Lastly, Police and Thief with the cards... The blink-blink thingy... Hahakz...

Mast: We can still play a round of Taiti while she was getting the bottle...
Ayul: The who suicide himself!! ... Sempat buat Floorwork.. Hakz...
Daymie: The 'MAN'. And i can still remeber your face when ou were about to fall when Ayul pushed you..
Fi: People hardly POM him as people thought he was the lampost... oOPs...
Mazlan: Must go and take course to play 'Police and Thief' ...
Hakim: The best bottle kicker....
Haikal: The brainstormer... Came out with strategies...

Aaah... Sorry ah.. Serious it was damn Fun but when you read here will be kinda boring.. Coz, i'm slepy and tired... Be going to Johore soon... Very soon.. Hahakz...

Klah, wanna sleep awhile... Bye...

dA'ruth

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Sunday, October 07, 2007

Friday, October 5, 2007

Guy And Guy Relationships Are Based Only on SEX!

I've never liked relationships between guy and guy. So there is no true love or because of sex to me. -Ath

Any other relationships also could happen because of one's sexual needs. However like any other relationships,homosexual could also based on true love. -Aishah

Rubbish lah! I think it's based on love than sex. - Felina

Depends on the couples. If they are bonded together because of sex, then it is all sex for them. If it is because of mutual understanding and knowing of love, then it is love. But it takes one minute to love, but it takes years to know what is love. -Daen

Gay love? It all depends on individual but life has proven that 90% of gays are going for sex.. But definitely not all... -Yenny

Different opinions from 5 of my friends about Gay Relationships... You guys have some views or comment about this matter?? Tag my blog or SMS or email me at ruth_antihypcritez@hotmail.com

Thank You!
dA'Ruth

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Friday, October 05, 2007

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

4E1- Charges Club 7

For sure i am gonna miss u guys especially the 6 Chargers!! For all this while, we have been very close right? I hope this friendship shall last forever although we have graduated into different schools... :) This whole year of 2007 is very meaningful to me and the 6 of you are the ones who mada it meaningful to me... We have about two weeks left to O levels.. This will be our very last lap.. So, 110% effort needed!! Dont care about Raya! Seriously i have no mood to Raya.. I thought its still far away to Raya.. Hahakz.. 10 days left? OMG! hahakz...

Aishah: If you didnt do very well in your O levels, i know at least you have done your best Just dont regret.

Nadia: I believe you can do it girl! Hahakz... And i shal not forget about all the jokes of yours that made us laugh like mad!

Felina: You want your face to be inside the newspaper? For getting the best results??? You believe? Yes, YOU WILL!!!!

Anati: If you think your situation is very bad, others have more difficulties communicating with their family. So, please dont let the problem affects your studies. Dont care about what they are going to say. Just do what you think its right....

Aziqa: Yo..yo DJ Azz.... My Sister of Islam! hahakz... Such a discipline gerl definitely obtain good results larh!! All the best!

Charger: So you are entering the same school together with him next year?? Hahakz... Charger, PRIORITISE!!! hahakz..

Charges Club 7 : All the very best for your O levels. We shall make sure that no one gets into ITE! We shall help each other in this k? PROMISE???

I want to talk about what happened on monday!! Lolx... While we are having free periods for PE if i'm not wrong, the whole class was busy chatting... This SEXY Diana Choo went to untie Feline's *** ! It was so funny. And Felina was like covering it with her hands and could not move... Nadia was so excited sak! lolx... I donoe why... Everyone was laughing at her.... Then she wen to adjust larh in the tolet i supposed! Bluekz!!!

We planned to go for night study on monday.. Felina, Anati and Aziqa went home first.. Left me and Esah in school.. At 530 we left our bags in school to go look for food for buka puasa... I bought Shabsuka a 940 then meet the rest at Macdonalds... Went back to school... And we saw that the gate was locked and the school was empty... MY BAG IS INSIDE!!!!!! We panic! Hahakz... We went to the resident's corner under a block nearby to break fast.. Good larh, I wnet home without my school bag... And it has been two days i didnt go school.. GEREK LAR SEH!!! hahakz...

dA'Ruth

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Wednesday, October 03, 2007