I met my besties again!! hehekz... So missing them larh.. Went to esplanade to watch the hip-hop thingy.. Unfortunately, it was raining.. Not heavy yet non-stop... After the first slot, it started to rain...
Yenny, Him & me went back to Shilla's house as her family went for a holiday.. So yarh.. We accompanied her larh.. We spent the night watching horror movies... k, *toot* .. .. .. *toot* .. .. .. .Then Fariz cooked for us nasi goreng dok!! Its not that hot or spicy actually.. But still the next morning, went to the toilet thrice.. lolx..
At around noon went off from Shilla's house.. I had a meeting with Berita Harian at 3pm.. && I was late, but not late.. Nothing much there.. Yarhs... && Sorry, i really cant face you.. its like, "eewwww..." ... Sorry, its just natural..
Met them again at the same place.. Today was packed.. In addition with the NDP preview spectators etc. I would just say 'OUH KEYH' lar... As usual went back with Yenny.. Took 51 & like sardine sia... The bus was so full lar shey.. && Both of us start our merepeks larh.. We played as radio Djs larh, host larh etc. Lolx..
Fun larh ngn kau Yenny.. hehekz...
Da' HEADbanging . . .
Starts off school with literature today at 845am.
Mr Poh again, cant stop laughing with his jokes during lesson.. hehekz... && I wonder why, everyday since monday, i always sleep during english n literature lesson... Dont know why...
I believe i had enough sleep yet still sleepy,, doing the "headbang" .. hehekz...After literature was recess time.
Went down to get a cup of hot coffee!
Heaven DOK!!! lolx..
I was so sleepy today dont know why...
Next POA was fun!!!
Mr Tang shares his lurve story with us.
It was kinda sad larh.. He almost cried!!
&& Thanx to Mr Tang for giving us cookies as for Youth Day's gift..
*random*
I miss when people call me 'abang' as in elder brother.. Used to have quite a number of so called 'adek-angkat'.. but not anymore.. The last was Adam.. The guy who i will never know what his real intentions are.. Hehekz.. && He is so lovely.. *hugs*
*O'levels Alarm*
After school straight away heads to Changi Airport for revision. Ermm,, not really but completing holiday assignment.. lolx.. I was alone till Aishah came, followed by Az & Anaki. yeah.
& Its obvious that both of you were not really in good terms for awhile.. Just because she was late.. hehekz..Set off next to banquet at Simei but i went home staright. TIRED!
Inside the train saw a HOTstuff lar shey!! lolx... But, he was accompanied by an Indian guy, VERY Indian guy.. Bapakgula ker?? hehekz...
*Sentiments*
Again eu cant trust me?
Till when will eu be this way??
I'm sick & tired with all this crap.
I had enough during the last season.
I dont mind if eu are just being jealous.
To me jealousy shows hard about LOVE!
But eu have gone the other way of jealousy.
I dont even know how to explain.
About phonecalls, i hate when both of us remain silence.
We chat all night till we have nothing to chat about.
I'm totally FED_UP with this!!
AArrrggghhh......
Remember, i will be seating for my major exam in less than 3 months time.
I cant spend the whole effing day with eu.
& It wrong if u say that i dont miss eu..I do actually..
But i need time for revision and also my own time. haish...
I really hope eu understand ar k??
C'monlarh, to show ur love, does not mean eu need to call each and every single effing night!
G O S H ! !
&& now you are talking about revenge?
Gracious me,, i have left that path a very long time ago.
Do you want me to get back to the path??
Or maybe i need to be at the path back now???
RIGHT?? It must be effing RIGHT!!
[shall not let it out anywhere except here]
dA'Ruth
Thursday, June 28, 2007
de ONLY ONE for 4 years!!
I believe this is what i call true love.
I've been waiting for that someone for almost 4 years.
Yet, till now i still couldnt have the chance to share my love with that special someone.
I still remember those time we have spent together.
It may be a very short period of time for you but as for me, it was a memorable one that i will never forget.
We laughed and cried together.
Our playing times after school.
The 'ring'; do you remember?
When you fell down onto my shoulders... hehekz..
We also share our problems, especially about our family backgrounds. Almost the same as mine. I understand how you feel.
There was also a time when we fought..
Misunderstanding.
You ignored my presence.
You made me isolated.
You guys were being hostile towards me.
Arrgghhh... I dont really know myslef now...
To YOU,
I am still waiting for the time when
i can share my love with YOU.
[between only Ruth & me]
@ ST 84
School was quite fun today as there are no POA & Chemistry lesson!! lolx.. English and Literature was gerek to the max larh... Mr Poh was funny like hell shit larh!!Quite lame at times though.. Wadeva it is, I AM STILL MISSING MRS DANIEL!!
O level exam is just around the corner. Cant afford to lose anymore time! Left only 116 days to the actual paper!! OMG!! Next weeek i'll be having my MT oral. [all the best ruth!!]
After school at 130, went to Changi Airport with my hubby, Esah, Anaki & Dj Az.. hehekz.. You are wrong, WE DID STUDY!! lolx.. And thanx to Esah & Co. for making me travel to and fro from Terminal 1 to Terminal 2 and back to Terminal 1.. Thanx ekh!! hehekz..
.
RINS
Thanx again but no thanx. I shall ignore you till i really know who you are. Bye...
Ruth needs a desert & a side dish!!
hehekz.. K thats random people!!
dA'Ruth
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Da' Random One
Its 550am now. I am slightly early this morning. Now, i'm feeling that i'm missing someone. But i dont know who... There is something that supposed to be with is not with me now. I just feel uneasy. Keep thinking of someone, somebody but i cant figure out who. It maybe or may not be you.
Today, will be going to Airport to have my revision with my classmates; not the whole cohort, just a few larh.. && my hubby will be there.. hehekz... I hope, we really study there larh... O' levels is just round the corner.. 117 days left to go. SO FAST!!!
To RINS:
I really dont know who you are. However, i really do appreciate your concern towards me as your friend. I really do. Thanx alot rins. I cant answer myself why am i like this. People do change... Haish..
Got to go now... Already 6... . If not i'll be missing the first 174..
Wish me luck for the day!!
dA'Ruth
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Ruth with OBORIANZ!!
Monday, June 25, 2007
East Coast Pit
Practice starts at 11am at Sengkang, again i woke up at 1130am. I am so sorry Shilla, Mast and Eu. hehekz.. Reach there at around 130?? yarh,, had pract for about 2 hrs only then went to KFC for breakfast cum lunch.
At 630pm we headed to ECP. Carrying lotsa stuffs... not really actually larh... Arrive at the pit, went to eat, drink chit-chat etc. Very fun larh talking with them though i just knew them that night.. lolx... The best part was when Hakim(F4) record a video of drag dance using his phone.. "drag sundelll..." && There was a one this hotstuff gilller lar shey! but that guy was straight.. "too bad larh shahrul"
That night Barren was sold at 2 for $9.70.. Cheap rite?? Bought two, one for me and the other one for Him. But in the end, i drank half of His!! Didnt sleep much.. At 620am we left ECP, heading off to Shilla's house again... At Shilla's house, watched Kabil Khusyri Kabil Igam, best ah that movie.. Cried like hell! Anna also...
Shilla: Yg selenger laki aku, yang pelahap laki kau!! lolx..
Fariz: "Ni rokok actually aku nak bawak g camp" -dah biaser dah.
Jojo: Feeling drag sundell!! stop it ekh!! lolx...
Ayis: KEMBOJA! mak ayam tu!
Anna: A great listener to Ayul
Ayul: Blackcurrent of the night. NOPE! ALL THE TIME! hehekz.. tak abes-abes ngn 'pompan' dier...
An: Alighting bus service 27 opposite the library --> MACAM PA! lolx.. abeh dah paiseh, muka masam.. hehekz.. jgn marah yek!
Rizal: I saw eu and kiddo! ehem.. hehekz...
Eu: LET'S PLAY AMERICAN FOOTBALL!!! YEAH!!! cayang eu! hehekz...
Novena Performance..
- didnt put in 100% effort and attention
- insufficient of practice
- no energy
I am sorry to FUN,, I didnt perform well that day. Sorry!
Starbucks = Hotstuff Guys + Gossip
Went to Starbucks at Wheelock with Anna & Raudhah. Thanx to Anna for treating me that Raspberry Frap! hehekz.. Though its a wrong order.. lolx..So what did we talk about?? hmm..
- the HOT guy who works there..
- that indon gerl asking help for her lappy
- saw that Dannish!! HotneSS!!
- who is the best sex partner?? hehekz...
- that HOT guy reply me n raudhah, not you Anna!
- NNEEZZMIIII.....
- etc.. hehekz....
dA'Ruth
Monday, June 25, 2007
Image o' th' DAY!!!
YeNnY & RuTh
my face here: STIOP IT EKH!!
Wednesday Late-Night Chat
It was about 130 in the morning and was about to shut down my comp, i was invited to chat in a convo of 5 chatters. It was damn super bloody FUN larh!! I was like laughing out loud till my mum scolded me. We chatted till 4am?? yarh.. 4 in the morning...
Haiqal : stop it with the rrrumput kerrring...
Yenny: yang ni.. yang ni.. yenny..
Mast: cinta..tegarkan hatiku...
Anna: having a new admirer... H****..
Slept for 2 hrs ONLY!! Coz need to go for my POA remedial. Need to travel all the way to Tampines for 1.5hr, and i was LATE again!!
balance b/d
trading expenses
creditors & debitors
balance sheet
profit & loss
owner's equity
provision for bad debts
~I H A T E P O A!!!~
Fridae
Woke up at 1020am. On my comp, went online, doing stuff all that till 11am. Actually was suppose to meet my hubby at 12 at Woodlands for dance pract, but i was still at home at 1130. hehekz...
Climax o' th' Day
I saw a chinese drag bapok wearing pink dress with pink colour bag and pink heels strolling infront of Causeway Point. Furthermore, THAT BAPOK IS BOTAK!!!
It's like so the OO EMM GEE!!
Went pract at Woodlands dance studio. haiyo.. Need to get the whole remix song in just 2 days??!! && People, i am performing at Esquare at Novena this Sunday at 3pm with FUN.
@ MRT with Yenny
uu ii uu aa aa
jing jeng wala beng beng x3
(frog) emhemm...emhemm.. bluek
only Yenny knows bout ALL his! hehekz...
"Kami membawa lintas langsung dari lokasi peperangan di Jurong East. Berpuluh-puluh das tembakan dilepaskan pada pihak lawan."
Yenny & i said that coz we heard shooting sound as if there is a war striking near us. We were inside the train that time at Jurong East. When we looked at the other side of the window, our back, we saw fireworks behind us! Actually that was where the sound came from. We were like laughing larh.. All the way inside the train.. like idiots sia!! Then we have an award to be given to any of the passangers.
"DA' ATTRACTIVE & INNOVATIVE SHOE" AWARD
We were looking at peoples shoes larh.. Some have pairs, there was also a very dirty safety boot.. lolx.. However the winner goes to the woman who was wearing a red shoes with "bells" on it.. Interesting right?? hehekz...
To people who thinks that i m writing nonscience here, i understand. Only Yenny & Me who knows this.. hehekz...
&& now packing..
Packing my stuff now for tomorrows dance pract & pit at ECP. Gonna bring lotsa stuff. Haiyo!!!
I hope i have fun there with my hubby of corz && the rest...
Great Night!! Buaiz!!
dA'Ruth
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Berita Harian photoshoot was on Wednesday. It was damn fun larh... Got to choose any suits that atrract me there.. As usual, pink will be my choice! Take a look at the pictures!!
Credits to Daen for lending the shoes to me and whoever whom i have seek help for that night for SHOES!! lolx...
dA'Ruth
Friday, June 22, 2007
Initially i thought the Sentosa outing will be cancelled bcoz of raining non-stop. Aargh.. I was like so down larh.. Skali what i knoe, some were already on the way to harbourfront. hehekz.. So we just cont. with the plan. I was like carrying so many things, three big bags!! How to take bus sia!! So, i just took a cab to VivoCity. Meet at 11am & i'm still at home. But Yenny came the latest! lolx..
Reach Sentosa, Pahlawan Beach. Check-out places to sit, yarh the tower there. We eat-talk cock-drink-talk cock-bath-talk cock-eat. yarhs.. That was what we did till around 5pm. && yarh, not forgeting our dancer of the day, Hynyf. You danc every well man. We LURVE it!!
the CLIMAX!
Daen brought us to watch ''Song of the SEA". It was awesome. WOW~ super-nice larh... & we are the very first group to get in to choose the best sitting place to watch it. All, thanx to Daen!
Amsterdam + Absolute = SEX
Hahakz... Got DRUNK for few hours. Thanx to you. hehekz.. We also played Truth or Dare. Thanx ekh Ayul n Shila. lolx.. JENG!
sunSHINE;
very cold, it was raining heavily. overall it was FUN arh!! when is the next one ar people?? lox..
You: had a great one that night.. sshhh..
yenny: very naughtying wih him.. ehem...
anna: took photo with her idol dancer.
adam: took photos secretly. i know. why seh?
daen: drag dance! 'explored' someone's Anaconda. JENG!
hynyf: you dance well with ur eys close. very charismatic.
nadia: left right left right left right...
mast: buah ape yg pelik??
shila: thanx for the food!!
fariz: thanx for the food also && our handphones too!
ayul: still have feelings for her??!! hahakz..
an: stop it eh mabok! lolx...
rizal: "penasihat" for An & Her.
did i miss anyone??? idts.
Overlal was very fun.. Thanx!! Lurve u all folks!! Muackiesz...
dA'Ruth
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
This will be my debut post in this account. Thanx again to you in helping me creating this account for me.
about My life now,
kinda complicated and various.
None seems to understand inside me.
They just listen and watch wherever i go and act.
But now at least i have someone to turn to.
I will not regret in making that decision to be with you.
I know it is ridiculous but i think we are fated.
&& I just need someone to love.
Thanx to You. *hugs*
to 'D'
I really do appreciate you.
You have come at the right time for me.
Thanx but unfortunately we cant be together.
I am still looking for the reasons why.
Who to blame in this??
Myself? You? or Him?
I cant ever get the right one.
I thought none can ever replace my Mr Same Name,
but u did.
You manged to take away my heart from him.
Although i'm Him now, i will never forget about you.
The times we have spent together of course.
Forgive me if i have hurt you.
Thanx alot for being with me on that
short moment of time yet memorable and sweet one.
You made me think.
*kisses*
to 'F'
I'm sorry if i have hurt your feelings.
I really cant be with you.
I am just scared that i will be hurting you again.
Being with you has changed me alot.
You have thought me about true love.
The secrets of you make me a stronger lover and faithful one.
Though we are not together,
"RuthfynBe3"
will always be with me.
Guiding me as shadows to go deeper in love.
I really appreciate you.
Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody have ever make me feel the same
I must stick with you.
dA'Ruth
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
my face here: STIOP IT EKH!!
