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Shahrul Muhaimin proud to be son of Shahlan Shamsi aka Ruth turning 17 in 22 October 2008. Emotionally attached with Y . critisize hypocritez vexed by Bitches & Plastics ..

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

[D] [&] [R]
Did i rush again this time?
I knew* him only for less than a week, yarh. It was kinda fast, i know. && now i am scared. Seriously serious. Not that i cant adapt to him or not comfortable with him. Its about him, himself.. Its hard for me to trust people again. After so many things happened before this. I still remember you asking me about who is more important, friends or bf.. && I hope you can treat me differently from your friends.. I think you are like treating me like your friends.. Uh, perhaps i am just putting too high expectations again.. haish.. & lastly, if you are with me or you could accept me & thats was wad u did,, u need to be able to mix around with my friends also ok?? I hope you understand here.. I am really loving you now. Yes I do. *winks*
Ouh yar.. yesterday, so called 'returned' back to my very first house at Tampines.. 868.. hehekz.. Kinda miss those times.. Now i can remember quite abitlarh abou tour childhood times.. hehekz.. Ibu told me that eu and ur sister always come to my house to play. as in play yarh.. hehekz.. && she said the most irritating was,
U NEVER WANT TO GO BACK!!
hur hur.. && Ibu said ur face didnt change.. lolx.. If only i didnt move from 855 or best still 868, i can go your house EVERYNIGHT lar seh.. hahakz..
*Ruth Loves you so much!*
dA'Ruth & [D]

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Sunday, July 22, 2007

Saturday, July 21, 2007

[D] [&] [R]
20.07.2007
*smile* I have got no idea on how to start this. I think I am already satisfied now with what i have gotten. That someone. That feelings came staright to me right after hearing your stories. I can see what type of person you are.. but i know theres many things more that i dont know.
Thanks for bringing me there yesterday. Two of us at Marina South, yarh.. I love it & u too.. *winks* As both of us are still new to each other although we were chilhood friends last time.. hehekz.. And now??? hmm... We need to time to adapt with each other. I hope you understand k dear??
So, i will be meeting you again today rite?? hehekz.. Cant wait sia!
Luv u lotz!!
MuAcKiEsZ!!!
[D]' Ruth

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Saturday, July 21, 2007

Thursday, July 19, 2007

51 & 27 Day!!
You folks must be wondering why issit 51 & 27 Day... Hmm.. I woke up at 630am to go to school. And that was rather late. When i was bathing, i talk to myself.. "shud i go or shud i not go to school" ... Bad right?? hmm.. lolx.. & i decided not to go to school.. yarh... Why??
First: Didnt do my homework
Second: Dont care to pack my bags
Third: Tired to face POA teacher.
Fourth: Sleepy
Fifth: No Mood!
Lastly: Chemistry 3 periods = 90mins!
har har har...
I went out from my house at 710am.. Walk to the bustop slowly while finding a place to go.. Ah,, AIRPORT!! hehekz.. I saw the time, it was only 720am.. So i look at the bus directory at the bustop.. hmm.. Bus service no 51 terminating at Hougang.. From hougang i can take bus no 27 to Airport.. So yarh!! So, i took 51.. Sat at the second decker and at the very back.. First of all, I SLEPT!!! hehekz.. Dont mind people,, the ride was 1 and a half hour to Hougang.. lolx..i reached Hougang interchange at around 9am.. Then staright away i board 27 to Airport.. Still, i was very sleepy that time.. So i took a nap still.. hehekz... 45 mins to Airport...
I went to Terminal 1. Wnet to the burger king there.. It was kinda busy though it was only 10am.. "SHAHRUL,, AIRPORT MAH.. WAD DO EU EXPECT???!! HAIYO..." lol.. thats why.. i forgot its an Airport... I sat there alone.. Took out my assignments and yes.. i got it done all except SS. yeah!! I spent 4 hours there...
I took the same route back home.. lol.. Again i slept inside the bus... Total i spent about 5hours inside the bus to n fro.. Fun right?? Lolx...
So tomorrow, i need to go to school. Must.. Its only 95 days to O Levels!!! First Warning eh.. hehkz...
&&
"I need to know you well before i could accept you" - dA'Ruth

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Thursday, July 19, 2007



Enjoy the pics during Racial Harmony Day Celebration @ JYSS ....














































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some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Thursday, July 19, 2007


Why must i react??
I sometimes feel myself being ridiculous responding to something happened that is effing more ridiculous made by goddamn effing RIDICULOUS person!! Har har har.. Its stupid you know when i see myself behaving like kids. Folks, i know you guys dont like me being that way. Perhaps i m too much. Yarh, ouhkay... I'll try to stop being childish towards that horbit k? When i say those things to that horbit, i dont even know what exactly am i feeling...
Mad? Sad? Satisfied?
hmm.. I seriously serious dont know.. As from now on, i'll just ignore that horbit.
'You were never a friend to me'
To the ones who HEARD bout it..
I dont know and shall not care where you guys heard about me and stuff. I'm tired to listen to each and every story you guys have for me. All are making myself complicated. Please people, hear the right ones, PLEASE.
To Yenny
Thanx for all this while. You have been such a good friend of mine. I really appreciate that. However not only Yenny but the rest... All of my friends, thanx for helping me whenever i need help.. && Meet you guys on Saturday k?? Muackiesz!!! hehekz...
Monday
I had MT Listening Compre. It started at 430 and we were dismissed at 1.15. For almost 3 hours i am alone at Tampines Mall!! I'm so bored sitting alone at Starbucks. I had my favourite Raspberry Cream Frap!!! Hehekz.. Then, there were so many Tampines Sec students.. Aper lagi, i tangkap jambu ah duduk sorg2 kat starbucks... lolx...
Tuesday
It was a tiring day larh.. Gosh.. School dismissed at 245. I received a msg from my mum saying that my granny was ill.. So need to rush to her house. Then before i went back home, i dropped at bugis station to search for the japanese pants (seluar langsir) for racial harmony celebration the next day. And yes i found. But i didnt buy it. Next stop was at chinatown.. yarh.. There were so many alot more choices larh.. coolness!! But that time, i 've got no cash with me.. So i need to go back first to take the money. I reached home and called my mum asking for money. She wa sat work, going home. I met her at the bustop behing my block. Then i straight away go back to Chinatown to get the pants.. I walked to and fro to chinatown!! damn tired.. lolx.... But, satisfied with the pants anyway.
The celebration was fun at school.. We had 4 free periods as my english cum lit teacher was absent. lolx.. We spent our time camwhoring larh!!! hehekz...
dA'Ruth

some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Thursday, July 19, 2007

Sunday, July 15, 2007
















some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Sunday, July 15, 2007

























some have got their Aces but you've got the ROYAL FLUSH; Sunday, July 15, 2007