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Expected! Yarh... I knew this since it first started. Thank God it happened
at a short period of time. If it dragged, i will be lost and i will be
hurting myself again. The past has tought me a lesson. A great one where i can
get rid of the bad ones happening on me. I've realised that they are all just
playing with my heart. I dont really know but i just can sense it. One are just
at not the right age and the other are busy with his dance? Or maybe with his
EX's.. Yarh, perhaps. And the last one, i believe...no, i force myself to
believe that he will never accept me.
I only left with one. My only One! I hope what he had just said just now he really
meant in. I admit that i have broken his heart for so many time till i
didnt realise it. I know that i have done so may wrongs with him. Although i'm
kinda 'with' him, i still flirting with others. And please about all those nasty
naughty messeges, was only a messege and we never done it. NO! I was
only joking with him. That time
i really love you. Really, really love you. Till i put myself behind
you. Please think, how different have i treated you from the rest?? I
have even ignore my family just because of you. I know it is stupid but
i want to get you. I really need you as mine. Futhermore, that time was a
little bit shaky. NO!! VERY shaky that time... Just because of
someone... Partly
yes, my fault too...
Cant you still be
convinced how much i love you? Now i dont have anymore ideas on how to
gain that trust back from you. Its hard. I'll still try though. Really. If i have you,
i dont care if i dont get to meet my other friends one night... Yarh... I just
need you... You are making me waiting and i realy dont mind.
I really love u
d'.
Sunday, November 11, 2007