I am feeling sleepy right now but i just dont feel like sleeping. I cant close my eyes without 'having' you in me here. Just look, you are really a special one to me. I have never waited for someone this long besides Shahrul. Honestly I say, it must be possible for me if i were to keep waiting. And I will. I believe that when it is hard to get, it will be harder to lose.

You told me about someone else. You share your feelings bout him with me. I smiled, because i'm just happy to hear you talk. I cant stand it anymore to know about your feelings towards the others. How about me? The one waiting?? Do you think that i feel good to hear about your loe with others? I'm sure you wouldnt feel good too. I dont want to say this in front of you because i'm afraid that you will stop talking to me.

Sometimes i feel that i should just be thankful to still have you as a friend and not more than that. I always regard you more than a friend though. A special one indeed.

I know i always hurting your feelings by throwing sarcasms to you. A lot of them. Sometimes i am just making nuisance of myself. Creating problems, finding faults with you especially. Do you ever think why i did that? Did you ever realise why do you think i am acting like that? Being immature or childish?? If you realised it then its good. But if you dont, and if u want to know, I did all that nonsence because i want attention from you. Yes! Seeking attention from you!! I need you to know that i'm exist. Exist to love you!!

Haiiz.. I know i'm just being so emotional. Lolx. I dont know myself.

Till here... Love you "da gerl!"

Muackiesz!!

Kiter Sayang Awak!

dA'Ruth