Is this what we call a family?
I just feel weird here in this new house! With this new aliens in my house, no not mine, theirs.. Why cant my own mother believe me? ? What did i do wrong? I admit that i've used to lie to you.. But not anymore.. When i first reach home, she straight away nag at me. Why cant it be like the other mothers asking if their children have eaten or not or how was the school just now. Wont that be better? To my classmates, i was with you guys rigth just now? I had my Maths test till 5 and need to go for detention because i was late. Argued with the Operation Manager in the morning... AARRGGHHHH... It was fucking day today! The OM took my ezlink and just went home leaving all the ezlinks locked inside a locker as if the DM had the keys to open it. Its true what my DM said, if the OM was the one confiscated our ezlinks, why should the DM the one must return it to us... I agree with eu Sir! Thanx for giving me money for my bus fare and it is not enough though. Back to the night study with you guys. I know we didnt do much just now becaue we were busy doing the jingles for teacher's day. But, i was with you guys right?? This is the dialogoue between me and my mum just now...
Convo 1
Mum: Asal balik lambat?
Me: Sekolah macam biaser.. ader night study..
Mum: Sekolah, belajar, sekolah , belajar... ntah btol ke tidak...
Me: 'expected'
Mum: Nanti besok gi kol Starhub pasal internet ni. tadi Abg Hairi(step bro) pasang tetap takbleh pakai.
Me: Asal tadi tak kol Starhub tros jer??
Mum: Asal plak, bende abang, abanglah yang kol.
Me: huh?! takbleh tolong ke kol kan abang??
Mum: Nak buat aper? kalau taknak kol, jgn pakai internet lagi..
Me: abeh tadi abg g skolah tak percaya larh?
Mum: memang tak percaya pun.. (sarcastic)
I cried in front of my mum n my step father. I cant control my tears. Cant they just help me to call the Starhub?? i'm their son. am i an outsider to them?? haish...
dA'Ruth
Tuesday, August 21, 2007